blood,

i don’t have the heart to have a heart

and it’s a struggle to find my mind

these days .

i spend my time...

daydreaming about things 

and keeping my distance .

try not to think about you

but when i start it gets away from me

...one time i woke up

no grasp of time or space

and my eyes fell to your silhouette

… skin kissed by the moonlight .

the rest of the world

faded away at the edge of your bed

in that moment God was a woman

sleeping peacefully next to me

in a white t, underwear, and the

sheets fully kicked off .

hard to forget something like that .